As time goes on:
Reflections as I look into the stream,
My reflections starring back at me.
I know I am not what I used to be,
But Iam always changing who I am.
Like the ripples in the pond,
As time goes on.
Angel and Lucinda's Wedding.Welcome, Good afternoon, family and friends.
We have come here today to celebrate the wedding of Lucinda Satanas and Angel Satanas.
On behalf of the two of them, I thank you for being here today,They are so happy that you have come to share in their excitement By your presence, you celebrate with them the love they have discovered in each other And you support their decision to commit themselves to a lifelong relationship.
Marriage is perhaps the greatest and most challenging adventure of human relationships. No ceremony can create a relationship that does not already exist and has not already been acknowledged in all the commitments you have made to each other, both large and small. A ceremony is a symbol of how far you have come together and a symbol of the promise that you will make to each other. What this ceremony can do is to witness and affirm the choice you make to stand together as lifemates and partners, to continue to live your lives together and to love each oth
Angel's Proposal:Lucinda, I fell in love with you long, Long ago.
You complete me in every way.
As I was walking out in the garden and thinking about our past.
I realised I want to share every moment of the rest of my life with you.
I will take care of you, and I will do my best to never make you cry.
I promise to never leave you alone, I promise to be with you for life.
~Angel gets down on one knee and pulls a box from his jacket pocket~ Will you spend the rest of your life with me babygirl? marry me?
All I'll Ever be.... Is your sub.The day you walked away.
I know deep down inside, I lost a peice of me.
My heart broken into two... And now left shattered on the floor.
"I love you, But not how you love me."
Still ringing in my ears as I move on from last night.
All I can seem to do is cry....
But I will never ever let you know.
One day I will move on, And I know, I will be strong again.
But I cant find it within me to ever let you go...
20 months "Always and forever" you said.
And now I know... All Ill ever be is your sub.
You cant love me like that.... :Last night was like a bad dream, I never wished I had.
To you I explained, My feelings That I had locked in a jar.
I revealed the wall that so many years ago i built over my heart.
The wall that you broke down.
You walked into my life 20 months ago.
Yes it is true, That night... You had me from hello.
The next day thinking of you until I seen you again,
That was all I could do.
That night. I fell into love with you,
I became yours with my heart, My mind and my soul.
8 months later to the day....
My wall broke down, And my heart busted out in joy.
Down on one knee.
In front of my family.
You asked me..... Will you marry me?
I was so over joyed I said yes.
31 days later i was yours... for all eternity.
Fast forward into time
11 months 10 days 2 hours 30 minutes and 22 seconds....
You tell me... "I am sorry but, I can't love you like that. I have tried and it hurts me inside....It's not anything you have done. I just can't love you like that"
My heart breaks in two....
Nothing more you ca
The love they found:The Love they found:
The love they found,
Hidden but in time she comes to say "I have come to claim what is mine."
With her cup in her hand, She drinks deep from the soul, right next to the heart.
And she says: "Now he is mine, And we will never part."
The ways I love you.The Way I love you:
The way I love you, Cannot be spoken in one little sentence,
Written in one little Paragraph, Or even spoken in a short way.
• I love the way you, And only you can make me laugh.
• I love the way I feel when I talk to you.
• I love the way you make my heart skip a beat, Whenever you call.
• I love the way I smile after a long session in bed with you,
• I love the way I am soaked, With just the thoughts of your kisses on my lips.
• I love how you know when something is wrong with me....Even when I say everything is fine.
• I love the way my heart calls out for you, When you are no where around
And then you call me babe, And it's then I know your heart has heard mine.
• I love how I can tell when you are thinking of me.
• I love how When I talk to you, Everything feels like it will be all right.
These reasons and more. Are the reasons I love you,
These reasons and more. Are the reasons why you are so special to me.
Stolen Angel:Stolen Angel:
You are my mother,
That I will never deny.
But, You are also my angel,
And for you I will always cry.
You left this earth too soon,
It was not your time to die.
You left this world too soon,
If it was up to me, you would still be alive.
They came down from heaven, And stole you away from me.
They came down from heaven and took my angel away.
So here I write this sign, And place it on the wall.
I write this sign for all.
Please bring my mommy back,
I need her in my life.
And without her i feel I cannot go on.
Please bring my angel back, For her I will give my all.
My Love:My Love:
Love is a faded word to take.
When I cannot live without the stars in your eyes.
The pain in your eyes.
The enchanting tears that make me so weak, With one UN-dying wish.
To sacrifice all I have. To hold your hand, To never see you cry.
Flowers For Mom:Flowers for mom:
Spring time is here,
The air is getting hot.
Flowers are blooming all around me.
I pick two vases out of the cupboard and go into the yard.
Roses and Daisy s.
White, Purple and pink.
In each vase gone from my yard, but not without a trace.
Some in the house, With candles and a picture.
The rest go to the cemetery.
March 23rd, The day she passed away.
But, She will always and forever be in my memory.
Being Pro-Life isn't easy."Prolifers’ are crazy fascists
Who complain about abortion,
They put some cells before a life,
And chastise a woman for her choices.
They must not understand,
How it feels to be judged,
To be hated or shunned down upon.
Or deprived of love."
But get this straight right now,
Because that’s not at all true
I have a really good feeling,
You don’t know what we go through.
Pro- life isn’t about abortion,
Whether a fetus is alive or not,
It has a much more deeper meaning,
And it would help to give it some thought.
Pro-life fights for those,
Who are alone, depressed or scared
Who think death is the only way,
To get them anywhere.
Prolife fights for those,
Who are beaten, for their orientation
or those who are looked down by the nation.
Pro life fights for those,
Who starve in other countries,
Why do you think Catholic Groups,
Go to feed the poor and hungry?
Prolife fights for those,
Who simply have nothing left,
Who are alone in the world,
And are welcomed by onl
Is it odd that I guessed my fate before I could even piece it together?
With my father and his cruel teachings.
My mother and her superiority.
My brother and his anger.
My sister and her detachment.
I've been smiling this whole time..
This whole time!
But that's all I ever did.
Not breathing, not catching a breath.
But now, I understand why I didn't.
For each time I breathed, I breathed glass.
Sharp pointed shards.
Piercing my throat, cutting my tongue, blood gushing from every slash.
Thick crimson lava dripping down to my adam's apple.
Blood flying out with each cough.
Oh-how this pain defines me!
Oh-how I wish it didn't.
CatharticShut the door and breathe a sigh,
Not many understand
How truly vital is this time;
I take my pen in hand.
I lock myself inside my brain
And tuck away the key;
And finally I open up
Into a writing spree.
Sunlight rushes in upon
The cobwebs of my soul;
The stale air is swept away
My thoughts can now unroll.
Scattering mosaic words
In frenzies on the page;
My spirit soars in victory
Like swallows from a cage.
The bottled feelings that I hide
Find refuge and release;
This quiet pen-and-paper world
Enfolds my heart in peace.
Scars decorate my body
Evidence of a troubled past
If only I knew back then
How long scars truly last
Needles and syringes
All have touched my skin
If I had known the consequences
I wouldn’t have done it back then
My body craved the numbness
My lips needed to touch the bottle
An addiction so toxic
It turns you hostile
Beaten into submission
My self-worth forever non-existent
If only I knew how to work my voice
If only I kept my distant
I wrapped the lips around the poison
And shoved it in my lungs
And now I know the danger
Of starting a deadly habit so young
Always searching but never finding
What is it I’m looking for
If only I had known
It was right behind the door
Disastrous EscapeNow I know of your pain
please stop lying,
you know you're going insane
I want to save you from yourself
They hurt you
and I want to help you
but we both know
how this is going to end
I'll run to beg you stop
but I'm too late
as I see the gun drop
I'll find your body on the ground
with blood scattered
I touch your face
so serene, so cold
I will not leave your story untold
for this was your disastrous escape.
StayCan we go back to the good times?
Forgive me for all of my past crimes?
Can we just be happy like when you were here?
The joy we had, reuniting after a year.
The time since you went back has been our loves bane.
Every single day apart, I feel your affection wane.
Our hearts were once connected by a frozen ocean.
But the summer has come, and burned away your emotion.
I hate how I can reflect on these past three years.
And discover that I could have prevented all of our tears.
If I could fix it all by traveling through time and space.
I would catch every tear that has ever trailed down your beautiful face.
I would cradle your heart as I sowed it back together.
And I would do all that I could to make you smile forever.
But we live in the real world, not a fairy tale.
And my mission to keep you happy, I did fail.
It's crazy how quickly my halo turned into horns.
My love went from soft and sweet, to a field of thorns.
Only now do I see how my sins have made your heart sway.
But I won't stop
I've Done What I CanYou’ll be able to see one day
I’ll never lose my faith in you
If there’s something you want to say
You know just what to do
I’ll be waiting here for your voice
I've already done what I can for now
But it’s up to you to make the choice
You’re the only one that knows how
No matter how dark the night
There is nothing to fear
There’s no need to fight
The dawn is already here
The Unsung WritersFrom wonder we departed;
A journey to cleanse the soul.
Asunder we had started,
Coming together in the folds.
Captivating hearts and minds,
With flows of rhymes and rhythm;
Gravitating toward these lines-
With a show of time and wisdom.
Among a sundry of reason,
For poetry, song, or prose-
With the words we believe in,
From the shadows we arose.
From broken dreams,
Our words a potion;
Bleeding into a stream
Of intricate emotion.
We come together,
With souls as igniters,
As the Unsung Writers.
Burden Overburdened.Not one glance,
“Get off my back!”,
Pushing and pushing,
Not a single chance.
Burden, oh burden,
So useless you are,
No one will hear,
You were not heard then.
Adding more weight,
I still feel light,
Gone, be gone,
The burden I hate.
Fall and break,
Burden me back,
Are those your tears?
Fake, they are fake.
Toss my burden,
Add some from yours,
My burden will not mind,
If the burden grows.