As time goes on:
Reflections as I look into the stream,
My reflections starring back at me.
I know I am not what I used to be,
But Iam always changing who I am.
Like the ripples in the pond,
As time goes on.
Angel and Lucinda's Wedding.Welcome, Good afternoon, family and friends.
We have come here today to celebrate the wedding of Lucinda Satanas and Angel Satanas.
On behalf of the two of them, I thank you for being here today,They are so happy that you have come to share in their excitement By your presence, you celebrate with them the love they have discovered in each other And you support their decision to commit themselves to a lifelong relationship.
Marriage is perhaps the greatest and most challenging adventure of human relationships. No ceremony can create a relationship that does not already exist and has not already been acknowledged in all the commitments you have made to each other, both large and small. A ceremony is a symbol of how far you have come together and a symbol of the promise that you will make to each other. What this ceremony can do is to witness and affirm the choice you make to stand together as lifemates and partners, to continue to live your lives together and to love each oth
Angel's Proposal:Lucinda, I fell in love with you long, Long ago.
You complete me in every way.
As I was walking out in the garden and thinking about our past.
I realised I want to share every moment of the rest of my life with you.
I will take care of you, and I will do my best to never make you cry.
I promise to never leave you alone, I promise to be with you for life.
~Angel gets down on one knee and pulls a box from his jacket pocket~ Will you spend the rest of your life with me babygirl? marry me?
All I'll Ever be.... Is your sub.The day you walked away.
I know deep down inside, I lost a peice of me.
My heart broken into two... And now left shattered on the floor.
"I love you, But not how you love me."
Still ringing in my ears as I move on from last night.
All I can seem to do is cry....
But I will never ever let you know.
One day I will move on, And I know, I will be strong again.
But I cant find it within me to ever let you go...
20 months "Always and forever" you said.
And now I know... All Ill ever be is your sub.
You cant love me like that.... :Last night was like a bad dream, I never wished I had.
To you I explained, My feelings That I had locked in a jar.
I revealed the wall that so many years ago i built over my heart.
The wall that you broke down.
You walked into my life 20 months ago.
Yes it is true, That night... You had me from hello.
The next day thinking of you until I seen you again,
That was all I could do.
That night. I fell into love with you,
I became yours with my heart, My mind and my soul.
8 months later to the day....
My wall broke down, And my heart busted out in joy.
Down on one knee.
In front of my family.
You asked me..... Will you marry me?
I was so over joyed I said yes.
31 days later i was yours... for all eternity.
Fast forward into time
11 months 10 days 2 hours 30 minutes and 22 seconds....
You tell me... "I am sorry but, I can't love you like that. I have tried and it hurts me inside....It's not anything you have done. I just can't love you like that"
My heart breaks in two....
Nothing more you ca
The love they found:The Love they found:
The love they found,
Hidden but in time she comes to say "I have come to claim what is mine."
With her cup in her hand, She drinks deep from the soul, right next to the heart.
And she says: "Now he is mine, And we will never part."
The ways I love you.The Way I love you:
The way I love you, Cannot be spoken in one little sentence,
Written in one little Paragraph, Or even spoken in a short way.
• I love the way you, And only you can make me laugh.
• I love the way I feel when I talk to you.
• I love the way you make my heart skip a beat, Whenever you call.
• I love the way I smile after a long session in bed with you,
• I love the way I am soaked, With just the thoughts of your kisses on my lips.
• I love how you know when something is wrong with me....Even when I say everything is fine.
• I love the way my heart calls out for you, When you are no where around
And then you call me babe, And it's then I know your heart has heard mine.
• I love how I can tell when you are thinking of me.
• I love how When I talk to you, Everything feels like it will be all right.
These reasons and more. Are the reasons I love you,
These reasons and more. Are the reasons why you are so special to me.
Stolen Angel:Stolen Angel:
You are my mother,
That I will never deny.
But, You are also my angel,
And for you I will always cry.
You left this earth too soon,
It was not your time to die.
You left this world too soon,
If it was up to me, you would still be alive.
They came down from heaven, And stole you away from me.
They came down from heaven and took my angel away.
So here I write this sign, And place it on the wall.
I write this sign for all.
Please bring my mommy back,
I need her in my life.
And without her i feel I cannot go on.
Please bring my angel back, For her I will give my all.
My Love:My Love:
Love is a faded word to take.
When I cannot live without the stars in your eyes.
The pain in your eyes.
The enchanting tears that make me so weak, With one UN-dying wish.
To sacrifice all I have. To hold your hand, To never see you cry.
Flowers For Mom:Flowers for mom:
Spring time is here,
The air is getting hot.
Flowers are blooming all around me.
I pick two vases out of the cupboard and go into the yard.
Roses and Daisy s.
White, Purple and pink.
In each vase gone from my yard, but not without a trace.
Some in the house, With candles and a picture.
The rest go to the cemetery.
March 23rd, The day she passed away.
But, She will always and forever be in my memory.
Ice cream, pavement
Melting dreams down the grille
Blue eyes crying, a hug from Mom
But still leaving a sense of loss
No kind words can comfort
Nor ease the pain
Little messagesJust when another lonely day, starts to bring me down,
I could be out shopping or just strolling around.
I think of you of course, as I always do.
My dearest love, I´m still missing you.
My sadness, it begins to show,
it is no use, the tears just flow.
Then your spirit seems to talk to me,
cos everywhere there´s a message I see.
Messages on book covers, tell me" I should trust in me".
even on some bath salts, says "don´t worry be happy".
"Keep your chin up", "let your angel always be your guide".
It´s then I know you´re still there for me, always by my side.
The tears still flow, they always will
but now I know you are with me still.
It brings me comfort, it picks me up.
I know for sure, I´ll always have your love.
Poetry by Suzanne karbach November 2014
StargazingThe stars are watching me tonight
as I am gazing at them too,
and imagine what it feels right
beside the one I love; It's you.
I picture you as one of them,
illuminating from afar.
I'll gaze at you, like precious gem,
and dream that we will be at par.
And Everything Was BlueAnd everything was blue
but nothing was sad
How was I supposed to know
it would (almost) be you?
It was just my mind
I just liked your jeans
and your eyes
And then you walked
through the doors
taller than before
It was just my heart
And I just liked your eyes
and your smile
Then I learned your ways:
one hand on your hip, one knee bent
the face of a tired man
and the veins of a kid
There's a roar behind
your tightrope lips
That can disarm, strengthen
a silence, a shyness
a jazz 'n' blues aorta
the definites before
"...kinda", "...maybe", "...sorta"
It was just my head and heart
not knowing what to do
I just loved
being near you
It started with a flash
of teeth to
a tease, a salute,
then everything was blue
I Failed YouSo many ways
This could have gone
With a fake dawn
Is this our fate?
Is it too late?
To cut the tether
I've failed you
I wish I could atone
For what I put you through
But I’m already alone
Never Let goA few words is all I need
I swore the knife wouldn't make me bleed
But I fear the time has come at last
For me to return to the past
The one place I cannot survive
At least then I wasn't alive
The last place I want to be
All I want is you with me
I want nothing but your smiling face
The one thing I desire is your embrace
Is there any way to let me know
I swear I won’t let you go
I know.I see those moments that we were happy.
Forever encaptured by that oaken framed glass.
Those memories shall forever be locked away in my golden vault.
But I think the issue is that we won't have them anymore.
Our tea scented home would never be crowded with our aroma.
Our burning fireplace won't be relit.
Those chairs outside would never again be used.
We both have a different road.
One that has million of paths, and thousands of passages.
But something is odd.
Even though I know this..
I still hope and crave for a day where I can hold onto you.
I mourn and lament for that one moment where our hands would brush..
But our lives are different.
And I am letting go.
ExistI met you before we could drive
I've liked you longer than you realise
I noticed you before fancy phones
I noticed you before fancy clothes
I saw you when you said you were nothing
I saw you when you were my everything
I was the one to say things will get better
When you were the one feeling under the weather
I was the one saying it'll be alright
When you text me in the dark of the night
I was the one who poured out my heart
My word were wasted so I turned them into art
I met you before we could drink
I loved you more than you think
I noticed you before you had money
I noticed you before you called her 'Honey'
I saw you when she cheated and lied
I saw you through tears than you cried
I was the one saying she's not worth your time
Secretly wishing that you were mine
I was the one with a drunken kiss
Stupidly hoping it could be more than this
Because to me you exist.
The Savage Setting SunI stood upon a growling rock
Amidst a rabid sea,
And looked into the shutting eye.
That glared right back at me.
And as I stared into the eye,
This savage setting sun,
I could not help but shed a tear
To see its life was done.
The glint of red upon the waves
Did slowly seem to slip
Behind the gold horizon like
A fleeting funeral ship.
And in a feral funeral chant
The ocean seemed to roar.
I faintly heard the pipe of Pan
That howled upon the shore.
The wind joined in this symphony.
It howled with dancing Pan
And echoed through the hallowed earth
And through the hearts of man.
The innocence of savagery,
Barbaric songs of yore
Like wild Cuhullin cried
And then were heard no more.
The glowing eye was finally shut;
The ship had finally gone
Far, far away into the deep
And silent great beyond.
The waves then ceased their feral chant,
And Pan his flute’s sweet trill;
The wind then ceased it’s mighty howl
And all the earth was still.
I stood amidst this silence and
I beat my throbb